im now like really really really stressed.. rawr.

i cant sleep properly at all! before i go to bed. i'll be like counting the number of days i have left, thinking bout all the stuffs i havent done.. and in the morning when i wake up, i'll be thinking: sheesh, is today my exam!?

and it's really quite bad to be stressed cos i'll be getting the jitters and counting counting counting all the things i havent done.. and i'll waste more time doing those, instead of really studying!

i dunno why im like that! i should have gotten used to taking major exams.. especially the big As which was the worst exam i've taken so far.. maybe cos i have certain expectations of myself this time round. (think: Self-fulfilling Prophecy. so it means if i keep thinking i'll get First Class Honours, i'll get it? hahahahaha.) whereas, as compared to As, i guess i've given up on myself at that point in time.. after going thru the traumatic 2 years..

Sometimes i'll think and think bout why we are all doing these.. After all when we go to Heaven, God wouldnt associate us with the number of A1s we got for Os, number of As we got for As (which i have none) and the number of degrees we get right..

But we are just doing this cos He's worthy of it, i guess?

May my fears be transformed into my strength and wisdom to go thru this gruelling period, dear Lord!

JIAYOU!! 20 days left and i'll be freeee~ (for this year)

and jiayou too to the super stressed DEDUAN!! and to Pei, whom i don't feel like talking to cos her exams are gonna be over like super soon? and.. who else reads my blog.. hahaha. and the First Class Honours Girl - Xiurong.. and the hu8t disney babies~

After exams must meet soooo many people before i start work! MOTIVATION!! :D